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happy birthday vin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST VIN!! not that i forgot but juz din get to blog! hope you enjoyed yourself!3cakes or 4?,3dinners and all the pressies! God is already in the future, He shall lead you! luv ya:)

haiz..

at nearly one in the morning someone kept callin me... i heard it but i juz couldn't bring myself to stretch over and pick it up... apparently A called and tat's becoz B called A at night and A parents is scolding A. A called me in the morning juz to ask me to ask B to not call her.. for goodness sake,now who's disturbing who. what has it gotta do wif me? finally A sorted things out wif B but nevertheless A ask me to respect A decision over some issues. so i see,i have gain myself the reputation of agressive,unresonable and someone who doesn't respect ppl's decision... watever the case,i hate being disturb. has handphone made my life more convenient? nowadays i hate being able to be contacted all the times.. ppl called when i'm in lectures,in tutorials,in the morning,late at night... when they can't get me,they call my house,call ppl close to me..and most of the times they juz demand something out from me w/o feeling bad at at all that they all causng me inc...

hurt and love

hurt people hurts people...

the more i know..

The More I Know... i'm suppose to do literature reviews during my this 2 hours break...but one hour is taken up as daryl, me n siew may trying hard to think of a thesis statement..but we failed to... 1hour is too short for lit review so i reckon i blog.. nowadays you have to be careful what you blog,i dun wanna be retain w/o trial... the more i know the more bothered am i... my dreams are shattered after 20 years of living in the my eutopia island ...i would never dream about arms and land mines and propaganda and corruption and sexism...never...the truth hurts.. yet what can i do,little me with so many apathetic loved ones... sometimes i feel i am even drawn too deep into the system, i won't have the courage to break free from it.... wealthy and prosperous yet not envied...the rich little poor gal...

Jehovah Jireh-my Provider

Jehovah Jireh...mY Provider....:) before this,me and meizai never learn the benefits of delay gratification.all her money were spent on clothes and me-food. when it came for the time to pay up for mission trip,we suddenly woke up! we started on our extreme saved up programme! we two were at real miserable state...and i mean real miserable...i've never been in such a pathetic state before...you get the idea? so for weeks,we live terribly miserable lifestyle... tat is becoz we realise our mistakes and really wanna do all we can to come out wif the money. But God is faithful,He provided us wif the money in all sorts of way.the money came..He multiply our efforts! and juz last week,someone actually wanted to gif us 1000bucks for the trip!ya,1000bucks! but noe wat,we dun need the money cause we already had enuf:) God is really our provider! and for last few weeks,3 of the ppl closest to me offered help too:) i am really really grateful!God provided not only the money,but the love from s...

i love u guys

henry and dorc!! i love you guys!haha! i kept my promise too:) it's oct,time flies and ya no more children day. but it's ok!i'm gonna coaxed mummy to buy me something! henry,i wish tis year pass soon so tat we can go k box!! dun care!u muz go with me after e trip! for now...i've got a greater cause to fret:)