I Am Lynn Chong

Last night when I came out from the shower around 2335, I thought I heard footsteps of leather shoes. And then I saw a very tired body fully clad in business attire. And there, that sneaky thing stood outside the doorstep with ( Ah yes…How could I not recognize that figure:) ) 1. A box on his left hand (equipments for my cca that I got him to collect which he was supposed to pass to me this morning. But he knows meeting in the morning is a mad rush and unsettling for me) 2. A plastic bag on his right hand (containing $3 char kway teow. Char Kway Teow cause I’ve been craving for it. $3 cause I have not had lunch or dinner) :) My ears have not yet drunk a hundred words of thy tongue's uttering, yet I know the sound, art thou romeo, and a montague?

O, where is Romeo? Saw you him to-day? :(

Happy Birthday to An Awesome Leader and Friend... :)

SWP told me daddy will be preparing steamboat for the mission trippers. Oh how i wish i was there. It's been one month. This one month I had too much: microwavable food (think white sausage, taiwanese sausage, waffles..) instant noodles bread Kit Kat and silence. I practically don't talk after 530pm each day. Well, except for tue and sat. Maybe I should just fly to China this nov, despite the various objections?:)

These days I see Caesar thrice a week. Ya tue, thu and sun. That is life group, leaders meeting and discipleship. I think maybe chao fan sees him more than me. haha!

My mini version of steamboat:) It taste better than it looks, really:)

X: How can you be in love and yet loves God more than the person? Me: Easy, Just find someone who loves God more than you...:)

He hath made every thing beautiful in His time Thankfulness beyond words ....:)

Postponed two months. Nevertheless still wonderful:) For your love for God, For your love for People, For your love for me:) It has been a most wonderful journey...:) Happy 6th:)

Daddy and mummy called yesterday:) Daddy told me how when he was asked to share about himself and his testimony on stage, he just cried uncontrollably when he mentioned us cause he misses us too much. 2000 miles away, I was trying real hard not to cry. You know the strange thing is, in one year's time, i'll be more ready to get married having run the household for a year. But I don't feel like getting married anymore because I can't bear to part with my parents. But I guess, soon, soon we will be able to adapt better to the separation.

0600: Had a left over cupcake from teachers'day and a half a cup of milk. (i don't drink milk but it is more convenient) 0640: Cousin message to say to go to her if we need help. 1300: Aunty Lily called to see how's things and how I settle my breakfast. 1530: I made myself a cup of tea and I felt like crying. This is the first time in my 20 weeks in school that I made myself a cup of tea. The reason is very simple. I usually have my tea served in the morning so there is no need for another cup in school. Because I felt so miserable, I allowed myself 4 long packets of sugar.

Ah Ni, here you go! :)

So I did really catch the Winnie’s bug and got myself a 38.8 degree Celsius temperature. I’m ok now. Ok enough to cook my own lunch. I guess in time to come, I have to take care of myself when I’m sick anyway :( All right. I’m whining again. I will survive. There’s fervour, there’s the clique and there are already people who genuinely offered dinner. So I’ll be fine. In the meantime, I shall stick to my bland and non appetizing lunch.

The lack of activities here signifies full of activities is another area of my life. Unfortunately, nothing juicy-work. There’s up and downs and of course down times are always more salient and difficult to get over. Coupled with the major happening in our household that is happening faster than desired, these days I seem to be highly vulnerable and touchy. I am fearing the reoccurrence of depression of sort that I am prone to since Citi days but I tried very hard to fight on because I believe it is not from God. I would like to dismiss this entry as post Monday blues. Just ranting.

It's a strange strange feeling to buy one way ticket...

So we had all these commotions previously on the papers about workload and low life teachers. Well, I wouldn't say they are wrong. By the end of the school week, which is yesterday, I was so exhausted that I felt that I could not continue with work anymore. And since it so happened that there was no meeting and the internet was down. I quickly took the liberty to lug home all my stuff and took a cab home at 4pm! (yippee!) And so at 5, I really had to take a nap so that I could wake up and work later before catching a 11pm show with Caesar. (1st date for the week. eh or was it 2 weeks?...) But guess what? At 10plus when Caesar appeared at the doorsteps, I was still in bed:( and there goes the movie:( A supper (dinner for both of us actually as he had tuition and reach home only at 9) did save the day, but we were both quite tired still. ha! When will we ever get our work-life balance huh?

Work has been so busy that I barely have time to set up my work desk. I finally manage to do up a tiny section of my desk. The rest of the stuff are still in boxes.. That's not the worse, the worse is that there's zero reception at my seat. And I mean zero:( Oh well, maybe come sep holiday, I'll do up my desk:) as for the reception, when you can't get me, you know why.

And some should have stayed home.

Merely thinking about the match makes me nervous... Afterall we witnessed Germany and we sent Brazil home. Come on Argentina!

While sending me to work this morning, Caesar suddenly turned to me and said: " eh, 4 bankrupts are returning back to reality today!" Haha! Welcome home! :)