holidays

holidays:)

yes!Yes!somebody say yeah!ha! i am glad to end the intentsive five weeks which if ends any later i dun think i'll survive.

today will also mark the end of excitement i think. no more lorry and loud speakers moving around, no more arguments over pointless issue.

this election is making me kinda devastated. i feel so small. i cannot make many people see my point. i am not saying the dominant is not good. i am not saying the others are excellent. i am juz saying we need to think. we need check and balances. we do not base everything on materials, tempting as it is..but oh well,when there is room for improvement of the existing but with no potential others to help... what i can do..

this election, i realise my school of thinking belongs to the young english educated who does not speak for the rest of the nation and whom when grow older will change their view..i feel helpless..maybe they are right,sometimes i do see no point in making some people understand my views..

i am considering trying for the Central CDC Mayor's Internship Programme. the pay is not that attractive of course. but at least it means i am one slight bit closer to change or maybe juz to not feel so helpless..did i mention application ends on the 9th this month?

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