Fighting the Monday Blues!

Monday really sucks especially when your colleague frequently falls sick on a Monday and gave you a list of things to help her clear.

Inside me, I am screaming out that “hey, you are not the only one feeling the blues k. But you have apparently chosen to take the easy route out by escaping. But while you run away from it today, you cause a lot of back load and complications for yourself and inconvenience for others.”

Just because I don’t complain doesn’t mean that I am managing.

All being said, I know I have to calm down. I know I must not let my emotions overcome me. Know that God has the ultimate control and I am a super conqueror.

My remedy on a Monday is to bite my tongue, lash it out on my blog instead, read a Psalms, write a letter to God and be contented and bless that I have a big God who has given me everything I need to go through the day. A God who wants me to be makarios, who allow difficulties in my way but will never take His watchful eyes away from me. Who loves and forgives me unconditionally that I can do the same for others too :)

Have a great week ahead all you super conquerors! Be victorious!:)

Comments

Nelson Kwan said…
加油! 明天是小组天!
10:36 AM
Lyn said…
Yes yes bnk ! Back to community !:)
4:18 PM
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